Thursday, 10 April 2008

Gone Away For A Moment

Just few days ago
I sent it away
For hope it will come back
Guess you don't even know
I'm dying for you
You're my element
You're my life
When I saw you
I thought something'd happen
A fire or a funeral
Or a fire and a funeral
But just to mention
It's just my phone that I'd sent off
For repair by the technician
Because it lost its life
And I lost mine too

Let me reiterate how the hell I've felt during these few days without my lovable handphone. Firstly, no favourite songs and photos. Second, no camera, no camcorder. Third, no mirror on the go. Forth, no favourite Gatsby Gatsby alarm clock. Fifth, calender's missing. Sixth and quite important, phone contacts lost so I couldn't contact most people now.

So can you feel the lost in me now? Just hope it'll be back just so soon. Back in a colour not smilar to the previous - a black one. Someone promised me that they'll change the entire phone to black just so it'll not peel ever again, but was then told by the staff this is impossible. I told her it is more impossible for the operator to lie. I called back. I won.

So these few days please pardon me for which I'm away just for a moment although anyone can contact me still.

Yesterday, it was finally an outing with the Cheers people. So fun it was. Yan Tao was there, so were Clement, Sheena, Seow Wei, Yong Jie and Grace. We had pastas at pastamania and I ordered the tako-pachi - japanese pasta. So nice it was. Further we went till paragon, along the street we chatted all way long. Again, some envy grew upon as one by one took out their mobiles (or multi-function life support system I call it) and took down the moments for memories. I couldn't. So I talked more.

Talked and talked, we ended up at balcany. Balcany it was. A bar, a pub, a club, or a yard i just couldn't differentiate. So I just did go with the flow. They ordered some fanciful drinks, so did I. No alcohol though. For the results I will hold. Seow wei talked her heart out. we listened. Questions at times. We were all heartened. Some shattered. Left at 11. The sky was dark, as before and after. Took a bus home. And it took me only 30mins to get into the bathroom and that was really fast. Anyway, I felt just the lost without my mobile.

That morning, I went to school with weida. Did the CSP things. Registered for classes. Just to have found out by instinct, that I will not have class with the old ones.It is the really old ones that I will go to. Strange? Not at all.

From here please rewind further back. We went from coasts to coasts and finally on last saturday, we landed ourselves on west coast. It's another camp following the previous one at Labrador Park. We had fun. They had more fun. Cos I couldn't do it. Never before, and perhaps, never will. Mosquito bites, humid weather, stuffy, and the list goes on. Or rather, just wasn't there is something call mood. I missed the morning sun and only to find out that the day was missed. I had the rest of the hours in misery, though not really. hahhaaha

Just found out from some digital feelings that someone or two had visited my blog. If you see this, please remember to accept my - welcome here(!). This is provided you know me AND I know you. Not for some cheats who come here just to tap on the hits i've achieved and advertise for FREE here. I'll reject any comment found to be of such a misuse and insult to pocolento. Serve you right!

IPP is ending soon, in just 12 working days, or two weeks. So gotta cherish the moment here cos I know I won't come back here after graduation. I can't tell how much boredom i'm experiencing here but opps, did I just said something? No I didn't. I'll only blurt out EVERYTHING just AFTER the last day at work here. I'm aware of the conditions.

Straight after that will be a new school semester. Everything will be new once again, including aquaintences and representitives. My usual PEM will leave this designation, and we are already missing our emotions for her. I wrote a letter and it says:

Dearest Ms Angela

I just want to inform that you've been a very good PEM for the past two
semesters who have been so caring and always devote your precious times to
whoever that approached you and made us then the priority of yours. Though you
did not teach us, we've learnt from you the precious interpersonal skills and
other observations like your organization skill. Due to that fact, we thus did
not have had much time seeing each other however not withstanding this, you knew
most of us and gave us the most that you could. Therefore, I sincerely wish to
thank you for your care and guidance in the past one year. I hope everything
will be fine at both our ends, and still sees each other ever after graduation.
We appreciate.

To my utmost gratitude.

Zhenyu


And here's her reply the next day:

Hi Zhenyu,

Thank you so much for your kind words. It is indeed my pleasure to be your PEM. I am so happy to have the opportunity to be with you all for the past one year. I was so impressed when so many of you were interested in the OIPP, and from there ... I knew I have been with a class of students who value learning opportunity and continuous seek for improvement. With such good attitude, I can see that most of you from the class will have a bright and exciting future. Do keep in touch, as I would love to hear that all of you are able to find good promising jobs or get into top universities ... and that will be the most rewardable kind of job statisfaction to me.

Warmest regards,
Angela


So sad for words. More so for the parting souls. It's, nonetheless, going to move on and so must we. Moving on to Mr Alan. Once my PEM and again for this sem.

What an emo post? Haha. Smile at last. =)

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