A Weak Week

Hmm, as the title says, I haven't been of much strength lately. Not only in physical but also emotionally. The week is almost past without a day feeling better. But still, disregarding the fact, I won and I know I'm still on track. As always I prided myself as myself, though sadly without much.

Then, the much historic horror that was kept frozen in mind came alive, now in yet another faraway land. These images were back in vivid details, still fresh, so sad. I swear I want them frozen once again in no time.

Nothing bothers me? My foot. I'm a human after all. Only a one-year-old don't have. Though I learnt the 'First thoughts, second feelings' rule, it now came back in the way around. The perceived rational me today went otherwise. Bersek somemore.

I'm deadly. Whenever I feel this way, so this time with no exception, the amount of food I gobbled is damn alarming. Nothing beats the effect by the effort of going to gym, swim, jog, or other sports everyday. It's as though lesser income than expenditure man.

So started just this week, I have been on a juiced veg diet. Be it on a relation or not, it's not important, and what's more important is that I know i'm clearer, cleaner, for clarity purpose.

Yongren is going to NS soon. July. Wishing him well and make good use of this period. My time will come too, perhaps a worst life's nightmare I could think of. Daymare plus nightmare when i'm there. But when related to my past experiences, all I could feel is that it will turn out to be good because whenever I felt bad about something, it would sometimes turn out well. So, I shall see. It is at a section of the pipe that the water has to pass through, unless there's a leak or two and it will be a costly one.

My friends, a flash of all the fingers I see all of you. And, I can't lose any one of my fingers because I use them to play piano, to write, to cook and to work. Sometimes to point at things I love or to refer at them. I want to further the use on them on guitar, violin, and everything under the sun, in the Earth. Cos the one and only thing I know is that I will not make it Mars or Venus. I want to climb mountains, walk the silk road and cross the Suez Canal. I want them all.

Here is something to cheer on a little: I'm going Genting this Sunday. A trip to rejuvenate, also, partly to get those things frozen again. It's cold there, I hope, so to get things done. I'm going to breathe the clouds and see the birds (so strong) up there. See ya guys when you get to see me! Photos soon!