The gatsby song greeted me every morning and at times i got up at will. otherwise, i would dread my soul to office, and that's when i would doze off, and wake up whenever i sense someone giggling (probably at me). Work is fun, once again, and occasional lunches outside with these colleagues could make my day. They drive real cars! Christina drives a Sunny, ashlyn drives a mazda 3, raine, a toyota Axio. The axio has reverse cam! so cool ok. no need use mirror at all. AT ALL!!!.
Comes to driving, it was my 3rd drving lesson last week. It was evening which was also rush hour, and i was innitially afraid about the demanding traffic. But! I could chit chat with the instructor, just like driving him around. HAHA!!! (or probably teaching him how)
sigh. complacency sets in again. do you even know? i cant always feel it. it's always such attitude that fails me, in everything that failed. I think i've failed in more things than that of successes. Don't know why, i have been feeling sorry for almost everything, everyone in life. No blames but only regrets, hopeful for reverts, and hopeless by feeling remourse. Probably that's why 'fuckingly no life'. Sometimes hiding in a virtual corner would feel better but i'm not going to let myself do it, or let myself down. The usual day in day out, every little action dictates my senses which is fully visible to any other people, and i'm so aware. Yes, awareness. Everything you feel about me, I'm much more aware than you thought. But how to kill it is and will remain a question, and has been remained for long. How much longer remains another question too.
My rollercoaster came to the trough. Sad huh? But at times, occasional surprises can't make my day but so much more. So surprised to see jage's comment here, and felicia's too! Thanks muahaha! thanks felicia for the words so encouraging. haven seen jage for so long, and he went off to france without even a note. haa! really missed those days during year 1 when most people were fun. nicholas will be heading to Germany soon, too. CNY's dinner at your house was more than fun, and thanks for all the nice food. no more of 'better friends' in the class anymore and it'll be a sad and lonely day ahead. not much of a difference anyway, though, and acustom is the right word to use. no any other surprises can fit their intended purposes anymore because surprises shouldn't be awaited, otherwise it'd be no thrill but of disappointment. Ya?
And having said so much i wonder if you're not thirsty for, say, colours?? photos!
Working in SFI (sg food industries ltd) for so long already, 4th week, i haven post anything yet. now, having woke up, i'm ready to introduce u to my life from day one. everyday 8.30 to 6.30 and it's 10 straight hours. But luckily as expected there is a personal desk large enough for 10 laptops. Basically doing chapbalang jobs. such jobs are only limited in edition cos only when those colleagues need assistance we're then busy. so whenever free, internet is the time killer. did many work, seen many things, etc etc. That's why 10 hours in the office yet i did not grumble about the boredom, but at least for now only. 3 more days. three. then i'll see the reactions. either too much, or not any. =)
I think i'm tired. Headache, or construction site above, is killing me yet another round. I brought into office one bio air cleaner and a ionizer and they help by cleaning the air. But i'm clueless why i'm still getting headache. hmm. perhaps the stong WiFi signal..
Came across many interesting websites like wanderingscribe, local student blog, sometimes updating friendster, and found that shi jia wished me a happy birthday. so surprise. hwee kwang and edwin too. updated the profile quite some bit.
Hey I'm getting bored blogging!! no more pictures, no more, no more dah. sigh headache is killling. time now is 6pm. knocking off soon. i'm going to harbourfront for a dinner with my china relatives straight after this. i've brought them to places since their day 1 and i'm getting not much of sleep. Oh! maybe that's the reason. (construction site on top). LOL
it's pay day
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