Exams, Mummy, & Apology

Hmm, time has past, things have changed. The supposedly-'B' modules now becomes a question of whether I can pass them. 2 out of 5 (Finance and EFMA). Then just today I went to submit MC for the Law paper, Martin lee told 'if you're eligible for the alternative paper, they'll inform you via phone call'. And that's another question mark. I'm damn uncertain now. Frustrated. And it got worse when i got one 15mins of sleep just to prepare EFMA last night, and all the more it gave me nightmare: i remembered every single thing clearly but once i entered the exam hall, totally became blank. BLANK. I did only few questions, and only few of the few i'm confident of getting them right. Do the math and you'll see. I just feel, at the moment, I'm in such a sorry state. Hope it'll be a better day for tomorrow, but nonetheless all will be left in memories as stories for grandsons as to why grandpa got blacked-out right before the most important exams. I feel shamed. The only hope i can rest upon is on Marketing.

Anyway, things have to move on. Last paper for tmr. And why i'm still here you may ask, instead of revision. I simply cant carry the load already. It's just too much!!

Next week is IPP week one. I was told of several things, in demand.

• One day of MC, one day of pay dock.
• Job scope: Marketing research
• Tools needed: Mouth, head, and physically a laptop (No PC there!)
• Free company transport
• Free company lunch (being a food company)

So the moment I heard of it - oh no.. how to carry a laptop without a bag. So I went Lenovo website and got myself a 'ThinkPad Carrying Case - Expander'. Not very cheap though.

MAMA

As long as we carried to your knee

The tales and treasures of eventful days,

Knowing no deed too humble for your praise,

Nor any gift too trivial to please.

So still we bring with older smiles and tears,

What gifts we may to claim the old, dear night;

Your faith beyond the silence and the night;

Your love still close and watching through the years.